you don't always have to be okay

you don't always have to be okay. that was the topic for my tuesday bible study last week. the girls went around the table telling each other what makes them not okay. some of them are still shy, but that's okay. one girl was telling us everything that was making her feel not okay. she's been stressed and just not okay. but when it came to my turn i simply said "family issues are making me not okay."

 i have these things i like to call seasons. its a part of my life right now. and the season i'm in personally is great. i start school tomorrow and a co-op on thursday, the bible study with the girls has been great, we started going to a new church and i love it! i get to see my friends and meet new people, its just great. this season has been good, but then if we go into family issues, that gets a little not so good. a lot has been going on and i want to help, but it's kinda hard. i just wish everyone could share in my eventful yet great season.

everyone of you have seasons. a season could last a year or a day, it always changes. it's really exciting for me to look at my old seasons. but some are sad and gloomy, i try to stay away from those. i can feel when i'm going into a new season, new things start happening and everything feels good. my relationship with friends are going good, family issues somewhat died down (for now) and i feel happy.

so when you have not so good days just remember its a season. your season will soon change, eventually. just push through and pray, that's all you can do.